theres always something to worry about exams,family, and alot of stuff dat goin thru my mind dat nv seems to be able to list out. ever heard of this saying..." theres no right or wrong in this world , its just how u look at it" well i guess in some case its true all these stuffs on my skull are often taking my concentration on studies away...my attention span is very short i tend to think of other stuff after awhile like now what m i doing here i shud b writing notes* well the main thing in my mind now is for her to get well nth else i have been doing housechores of late vacuum washing dishes not alot actually but compared to some who nv does any chores i m alot better *self consolation=.= i thank e author of blog to make a web to pour out to its seriously a good invention or wat do u call dat? Ok chinese exam is on like monday its real fast shoot shoot and the chinese exam over shoot shoot and all exams over how i wish it was dat fast. wads my future gonna b like it remains a question mark i read someones blog today and wow i nv thought she was dat kind who will scold bad words she really did like fuck get lost and everything it was a really crude blog, i wanna go out and walk walk i noe i cant i noe i have to sacrifice if not... i will regret. nowadays my days are filled with school and home gosh its like i m from the mountain hey but living in the mountains can b quite enjoyable..i really admire those people who nv does study hard but are real succesful not in academic but in like their NATURAL talent whoa they get like high pay and stuffs..i dun think i will b leading such a comfortablelife hors toking about leading a rich mans life i m having fantasies of it :human greed. society is the cost of it not mi.. ok back to serious stuff..